Santa Clara Meditation Self Realization – What is the thing that you desire most in life?
Too many. There were so many things I wanted. I would like to talk about one of them. I wanted to have a human heart. I wanted to have the heart of a very pure person whom I rarely meet in my life. Like the main character in the novel by Patrick Süskind,
I wanted to make the heart of a very rare, beautiful, and fragrant person my own. For example, I wanted to have the mind of someone who was very pure among my teenage friends but did not even know that they were pure and beautiful. I wanted to make the heart of a person of the opposite sex that I met at a club in college, who didn’t know how bright he was in the group as my own.
In my mind, there was the beautiful and the ugly, and there was a clear distinction between the pure and the defiled. I found out while meditating. All these boundaries and all definitions are fake. All the ugliness and beauty in my mind, constantly judging and dividing the world, is now fading away. The world is talking to me. Now, free yourself from such bondage and restraint. The world wanted me to tear down the walls of my false mind, put down the heavy burdens, and be happy now.
by Donna Seo
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